chiong math xD . . . decided to force on my studies 1st instead of gaming or other things. quited dota for good. trying to forget about something.>.> sienx~ my physic and bio drop so much wtf~! need to work even harder to win yu xuan in physic and ivan in bio muahaha jiayou wilson! ^^ anyway ivan bio also drop so it might be easier to win him ? ^^ yea! ;x

emo quote of the day :

Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions

written another poem today coz too bored :


Go to sleep, and close your eyes,
and dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have born.
Silver metal, shine so bright.
Scarlet blood, that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight's shining off your tears,
As you bleed out your own worst fears.
So tonight when you start to cry,
Whisper the cutter's lullaby:
Hushabye baby, you're almost dead.
You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red.
Your family hates you,
Your friends let you bleed.
Sleep tight with a knife,
cause it's all that you need.
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred.
You didn't know that life would be this hard
Time to end the pain that you hide so well,
And down will come baby,
Straight back to hell

Labels: missing you ;/