Sup. . . Thanks ryan for helping me set up this blog < 3 you . Too tired today so changed my tuition to tml muahaha xD . Trying so hard to quit dota but its just seems so hard . Cant resist my myself so went to play 1 match with noob tong and guess the result? lose!!! expected that even before the start of game ;x sry noob tong no offence xD but i will say its a nice game . Haiiss i wonder why sometime its is so hard to give up on something. What must i do to make the pain go away? emo?hide in darkness? i am willing to do anything to make this pain go away. . . so please god make this pain go away. If there is really a god in this world .

Hmmm... i started to get addicted by a song called fading away by Demons Hunter. Its quite a good song that y its on my blog muahaha xD i'll provide the lyrics for you guys ^^The lyric is quite good i would say alot of meaning inside ^^

Fading Away - Demons Hunter:

Its in this wake that I find myself
Losing the will to resume this Hell
When every breath is a dying wish
Its harder to follow the point of this

This broken place that I call my home
Has deepened the sorrow that I have sown
And I cant erase what is in my heart
I want it to finish before it starts

My own solution insufficient again
No false illusion, this devouring threat
I break the vessel, giving air to its red

And open my fate to the darkened sky
(Chorus)
Ive been fading away
Ive been waiting on the call to reach my veins
Ready or not
No attention to waste
Every sorrow of the soul will read my name
When I cease to exist

So now Ive come to the final sleep
I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep
I know its hard to forget this man
Driving the failure into your hands

My own solution insufficient again
No false illusion, this devouring threat
I break the vessel, giving air to its red

And open my fate to the darkened sky

(Chorus)
Ive been fading away
Ive been waiting on the call to reach my veins
Ready or not
No attention to waste
Every sorrow of the soul will read my name
When I cease to exist

(Chorus)
Ive been fading away
Ive been waiting on the call to reach my veins
Ready or not
No attention to waste
Every sorrow of the soul will read my name
When I cease to exist

(Chorus)
Ive been fading away
Ive been waiting on the call to reach my veins
Ready or not
No attention to waste
Every sorrow of the soul will read my name
When I cease to exist

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